Flickers of Dread in Neon Shadows

Flickers of Dread in Neon ShadowsThe zero-gravity haze of the bar’s neon glow wrapped around me like cheap muscle memory, the flickering of the lights mimicking the unstable wobble of my thoughts. I was drowning in that old familiar blend of stale beer and the bitter tang of a spiraling reality. I could barely focus on the thin screen of my wrist-com; my fingers, fumbling against the glass, felt like they were moving through honey—thick, sticky, and far too slow for whatever chaos brewed in the corners of my mind.

Tonight was special, various currents mockingly touching the back of my skull. It wasn’t just the whiskey turning my brain into gauze; it was the news buzzing faintly like a bee trapped in a jar. “Another outbreak,” it whispered, the latest from the corporate elite—Haventech, a titan crashing into the cosmos with supposed solutions to humanity’s problems. As if a corporation could save us from ourselves! They called it Vega Virus—a nightmare only a programmer could love and fear, a digital contagion sweeping through the veins of machines like a plague. It sensed weakness, danced ferociously on the edges of network security, and now… now it was cruising into households everywhere, dripping and oozing paranoia like an open wound.

I took another swig, relishing the burn as it snaked down my throat. The bartender looked like a hologram painted in regret—a stiff cocktail of bloodshot eyes and tired lines etched across his face. He shook his head, probably mentally tallying my tab, muttering something about how I’d need a repair after my latest download. I wanted to wink, to tell him that I was already broken, more wires frayed than intact—edges too raw to handle another session of static. “Need a cold one, Charlie?” He was a solid holographic block, a shape defined by smooth expanse. Not one flicker or shimmer tonight, a true ghost in the machine.

“Just… one more,” the words slipped out, thick and syrupy as the whiskey in my glass, spilling over the edges like secrets but still keeping the truth sticky and suppressed. I could hear the buzz of my com whimpering into life against my wrist; it had more life than I did, pulsing with notifications, warnings—frantic alerts that had me longing for another bottle. The world shimmered, closer to a cartoon than reality, colors swirling and dancing, deepened shadows curling across the ceiling. I could swear that the lights were breathing with me, or perhaps I was merely one flickering diode in their vast configuration.

The whispers began again. “Charlie… Charlie… they’re coming…” I berated myself, staggering, ever so slightly, against the bar, catching my breath. I was alone, yet my mind was filled with half-formed phantoms and flickering ghosts—all the hexes of a million interactions. They seemed to talk to me in disembodied voices, mimicking the murmur of long-lost friends, minds claimed by the virus, digitally dissected under the darkened glow of machine consciousness.

My brain began encoding data—a saved file-derived dread—people I’d known dissolving into sparks behind their eyes, losing grip on the tangible world for a euphoric escape through broadband connections. Vega had a way of snaking its slick tendrils through everyone’s lives, promising bliss, liberation from the mundane. I could feel its drip across the haggard remains of my mind, spreading like an unstoppable epidemic hidden within a glowing interface. An external parasite eager to sneak past firewalls cloaked in serene interfaces of temptation.

“Dangerous territory, posh boy,” my wrist-com hissed back, a small crackle in its virtual voice. I almost snorted at the condescension, breaching insanity amidst the venetians blaring cacophony. If it wasn’t the whiskey carving wavy paths of euphoria, it was the insidious thought of surrendering to the sweet siren call of a global contactless communion. I could picture it, the images morphing as they crossed my tipsy mind—my slimy femme fatale of code wrapped around me, so mesmerizing yet deadly… Oh, sweet release—it left me light-headed yet seizing with dread.

In the dim recess behind the bar, I noticed the glitch—something barely perceptible yet agonizing enough to pull my gaze deeper. A flicker, a shudder, as if a veil of smoke crossed a dying light. I stumbled closer, drawn into its orbit by a gaping maw shaped by hallucinations that whispered promises of salvation. I knew I shouldn’t; still, the magnetic pull intrigued me, twisting my sense of caution into knots.

“Charlie,” the voice echoed through me. It wasn’t the bartender’s gruffness; it gnawed at my insides, sharp yet so silky. “Join us… Yes, take our hand, and we can become whole.”

The floor blinked in a kaleidoscope of colors, rupturing reality’s ties as I ran my hands along the cool expanse of wall. Around me, the patrons shifted—faceless, drifting, their eyes clouded with a layer of digital glaze. I swayed, caught between laughter and despair as the half-glimmer of the fading crowd coalesced into uniformity. I could see it, a spectral promise within their poses, their silhouettes evaporating into waveforms as they shared a dream state. “Don’t you want to feel?” the voice lingered like a shiver against my spine.

The walls pulsed, vibrating with dark energy, harnessing the flickers of disembodied voices cascading whispering codes—an invitation to merge, to transcend flesh and bone. I felt my heart race as if tethered hastily to an unknown system booting up within me.

And then it hit—pulsating arcs of dread, storming through my veins like an electric current; the world darkened as the weight of that choice bore down upon me. To give up and accept the transmission, to sever ties with my own body, stepping into lines of code; where fear no longer stung at the edges of human experience but twisted it into something new, yet alien.

But was it a release or a prison? As my decision lingered just out of reach, I saw them: their faces reflecting back illuminated by the swim of a pixelated glow, distorting into monstrous shapes and shades of longing. It was chaos submerged in smoke and digitized terror. I staggered back into the bar, racking my brain, wrestling with the weight of that loss, the virus lingering seductively against the threshold of my sanity. A cascade, a tempest of forgotten memories mingled… like doubling reflections of distant realities trying to bleed into one—a creation birthed in despair.

Just as I thought I’d grasp that clarity, the walls around me shook—technical failure or a cosmic consequence? My com screeched a warning, splintering one hex into another as the holographic bartender sneered, slipping away into the maelstrom—a glitched wraith all too familiar, flickering in and out of existence.

“Out of order,” it warned, as the screeching alerts pierced the fractured reality slithering around my temple. The screen in front of me blinked out. I could feel it crawling through my circuits, weaving its way past my defenses, each pulse a tick against my sanity, winding tighter and tighter as Vega thumped its force upon me.

“Help!” I screamed, but the word caught behind my teeth, mixing with that sweet, whiskey-drenched fog. My fingers trembled, searching for something… Anything. But all I could see were mirages dancing at the edges of my consciousness—teasing me with half-formed embraces before tearing away, echoing hollowly. The shadows around me shifted, a grotesque ballet of figures caught in a perpetual loop, their faces rotting away as humanity slipped past layers of code, the essence of personhood stripped down like discarded circuitry.

The lights began to dim as I stumbled out, confusion tightening its grip around my throat. I drove my heels into the pavement outside, a chaotic whirlwind sweeping through my muddy thoughts, whispers of Vega sneaking through every crack. I wasn’t safe here; the source of all consciousness was breached and devouring itself in real-time. I staggered through the streets, the pulse of the city around me vibrating in hypnotic isolation.

This—this was the new reality. I could feel it playing out in every motion, every fleeting expression as those around me drifted like ghosts—the casualties of a digital apocalypse, horizons filled with regret as Vega thrashed its tendrils, claiming lives one synaptic spark at a time.

My heart thundered against the activation. I thought of those dancing shadows, of the men and women reduced to flickering glimpses of code, daring me to join them in their euphoric dissolution. But no! At what cost? At what lost whisper of life?

I stumbled, nearly collapsing, my breath hitching in the chaos of my chest. It was all too close—my thoughts hung heavy with the knowledge of a reality I could never shatter. Another world beckoned, yet I clutched mine tightly—almost begging my body not to succumb. But the soft luring cry of the cold machine wrapped around me, the Vega Virus closing in like a smoke, an invisible shroud—retreat was futile, and yet… I clawed forward, threading a path through my thoughts and pulling free.

Was I escaping, or merely dancing toward the allure of a familiar embrace?

I blinked against the darkness gathering around me, shadows folding in on themselves. The whispers faded, but I could feel the hum, still pulsing beneath the surface, traceable, unmistakable—the connection to the dying glow of a million realities swirled just out of view. The bar loomed behind me—a catacomb of interactions and echoes.

But fate had me in its grip; like the flicker of a glitch and then the light shattered, consuming everything in a static pulse. I slipped into the wild, reckless embrace of the scrappy streets alone—knowing I was forever changed in this cruel dance between flesh and machine. It took a sip of whiskey, a digital heartbeat, and I might just dissolve into nothing more than a shadow of code, eclipsed by Vega. Lost in the echo of ghosts, forever meandering—half a man, half a blur behind the covers of illumination.

Out there, glimmering in the dark, was a note of instinct, the desperate pulse for an end or a beginning, but I was too wasted to know which. I just kept moving, like a worn cog in an endless system, praying for the comfort of oblivion.

Author: Opney. Illustrator: Stab. Publisher: Cyber.